miserable, stress, mental blockage, and no appetite. symptoms of under pressure. mild pressure? dunno... these are my feelings yesterday. m and e are very concern. haha.. think i scare them liao. they say my face appears to be under stress and looks pale. za adds on that my dark circles are very obvious. m asked if i m okay early this morning. whether i m under stress or sick or what. i also dunno leh. dunno how to reply, so i used my usual reply -- ok lah. nothing. ^^ e noes i m under stress coz of her. lolx... it's true. so, she decided not to lunch wif me yest. somewhat i feel more stressful while working with her recently coz she is very strict wif me. but i noe it's for my good. she wans me to have more confidence but... dunno if it's helpful. m...hmm.. diff to guess. i used to be afraid of him but working wif him for a week, he is quite nice. quite patient with me. i always forgot what i did and what he said although i wrote them down in my notebook. always smiling. and he told me that if he nvr smiles or laughs, then i m in deep shit!!! so.. now i m hoping to see him smile throughout my last 1.5months working there. i dunno what he is thinking but i noe he wans me to think and think before him. his style of working is different from e. so, i have to learn to adapt to the two styles soon as he is giving me more and more projects. like the day before, he gave me a small project to handle on my own. o gosh... the main reason is that i have already learnt almost everything -- all the different types of projects, i.e. it, edms, enewsletter, sites, etc. and it's really fast. within 1.5 months, i have covered almost everything. quite scared when he went thru the sitemap which i did today. dunno will get scolded or not and whether i got missed out anything. lolx. he actually said i passed the sitemap. yippeee!!!

e went on leave this afternoon w/o telling me. she was feeling unwell. hmm... knew it very late in the afternoon when i went over to find m. no wonder she nvr called me over in the afternoon. is it that i also stress her? ???

went for shopping with ro today at ms. hhee... lucky i went there two days ago, so i know how to walk there. haha.. ^^ we end up buying stuff for ourselves.. haha... had a great time shopping wor... finally we bought shan a top. quite nice one leh...