did i become fatter? i dun think so leh. but then e said i seem to be fatter. huh??? i onli feel myself losing some weight. recently, been having rice for lunch. maybe that's y my lost weight might have recovered and i look "fatter".

recently, or this week, i m quite relax and "free". dun have to rush out any work. coz i m mostly concentrating on one project, with another ad-hoc one which keeps coming back for editing. feel so much better; can breathe more smoothly and not so nervous. didnt know that doing jus an internship can give me so much pressure that everyday when i jus stepped into the office, i had difficulty in breathing. dad says i m pressurized, that's y.

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yest, i was sad in the morning. had the urge not to go to work today. coz got "scolded" by e. haiz... she asked me for a deadline for the work pieces. so i told her to wait and went to ask d before i tell her. then she called me to go over. and in a quite fierce tone, she asked me "y do u need to wait b4 you could tell me? you are the pm, you should be the one telling them when to give you the work, not you ask when the work will be ready. and this is not the first time." wao laoz eh... i also need to know whether they can give me by that time mah. m was worst. always lidat. laughed so loudly and said i should come prepared. how i noe is to prepare for this? shucks! then, always the same will follow. will ask if she was fierce earlier on. you say leh? bleh~

later in the afternoon, e was not ard coz she took leave, m asked whether i was being tortured. haha.. coz i have started to count down. it was not considered early coz 30plus days will be over quite fast. asked if i wan to come back to do freelance. lolx... i said a lot of things, including " im stupid, you also wan me?, i always get scolded." he asked who scolded me. haha.. took a long time to ans that qns. he replied that "she is like that, dun take it to heart. sometimes tok to her i will also wan to bang wall." muahhaa... so funny. but i always nvr ans the "original qns" in the end. heee...