rotted almost the whole day in the icy cold environment... asked m for things to do and he told me to give him 10 mins to come over but in the end, i waited for more than an hour. so asked him a stupid qns with no reply. haiz... e was nowhere to be found till more than an hour later. she asked if i was free. of course i am! so happy and went over but to my dismay, she solved the problem le. so disappointed, she noticed and asked me y. so i told her and immediately tried to find something for me. halfway thru, m turned and replied my qns in person. haiz.. i looked at him also got the ans lah.. should have written "no need to reply le.. i noe the ans". wahhaa... was bz with e's things when he suddenly appeared behind me. ... telling me to do the brief then. so sudden, when i forgot abt it le, no 心理准备? needed to recall what was said yest but then, he said something. haiz... so i gave a very cannot make it brief lor. made me feel so useless... this is the first time in my working life... kaoz... no face liao manz... still come from XXX sch... haiz... ... ...

well, this is the end of my first week. still got more to come. both of them must be so disappointed. i cannot stop thinking i m that useless and disappointing them.