da*n tired and suey and sianz today. first day of work and i reached early. so waited for 10 mins to 9. but.... the people came in late...haiz... and the office is gg thru renovation. arghz.... so everyone was bz and left us in the vip room waiting for more than an hour b4 our sv came in. but was left there again till mins to lunch time before i was picked up - the only one left in the room. sianz... imagine me sitting there doing nothing for so many many hours.

otw from lunch, was told to think of my objectives for this internship. urggghhh... was to use my brain - that's the purpose. but i dunno what to write.. sat there for another 4.5 hrs writing the objectives and intro. bleah... and of course, chatting on msn with fish, feng and za. was assigned a seat that was supposed to be considered to have "more privacy" by m but it was a dangerous place. coz i was backfacing the path to the pantry. then... was using the msn when m walked past to the meeting area behind me. bleah. didnt know till i got up to go to washroom. m was gone when i came back. after a long while, m appeared behind me while i was toking to za on msn. S**T!!! haiz... nvm lah.. i think he dun care for now.

finally waited till the meeting came and i didnt noe what to say. said my two objectives among my so many many rubbish on the list. but think it was not enough but i really dunno what i can learn from there. haiz.. life's gg to be real hard for me. is D*M* cheam BPO..... with many many technical stuff and u noe... i m IT idiot.... haiz... 14 weeks will be very very hard to pass.

ooooo u noe... there were 2 pple who applied for this position and both of us were accepted. so weird. if i nvr got selected, it will be so wonderful. haiz... haiz.. haiz... use my english name.. bleh... i shouldnt have said i got one. haiz.. not very comfortable with it. and need to hear it for 14 weeks. i introduced myself usual name but as they talked, the name changed to the other one. haiz.... my fault lor... something nice for now... there is no need to wear formal.. causal wear can le.. that's means everyday is dressdown day except when meeting clients. but i dun think i will get to coz m might not want me to. hahhahaa... now.. i really miss cl and st!!! i wish i were there again. T_T

havent tok about my trip home... haiz... it was raining very heavily at 6pm. i left at 6.30pm and missed my bus. waited for 25mins but there was no sight of the bus. so i walked to another bus stop and took another bus to my next bus stop. u noe what happened? when i alighted, that stupid bus was behind! then i waited for 40 mins for that D**N ***k 23.... so long sia.... and 2 buses came together. so shitty!!! in the end, i reached home at 8.40pm. imagine a 16km journey took me 2 hrs to get home!