sometimes i wonder if i am that suay... so frustrating today when i missed two buses for the two different trips home after such a long wait... and esp when i waited for so long and the bus nvr even come into the correct lane and it drove past the bus stop when so many pple saw it and wanted to board the bus. this is not my first time experiencing this. it happened at BT campus too.. but this time it is a bit different. today, there were many buses driving into the bus stop lane at a certain time. so, those which had to stop at the bus stop shld by right lined up at the stop. but this certain bus nvr. it just drove past when most of the people walked to the backend of the bus stop to wait for the bus to drive into the lane.

my makeup class today is real terrible too.. he tok so slowly and i tot he said last week that he will end the class early. cheat me feelings. uli says it will be good if he does not extend the 3 hr class. i dun even have the mood to listen to him when i m really tired after such a long wait for his class at 7pm. and i suddenly feel so empty in me.. i dunno what empty but there is this feeling inside me.. and i missed fish so much.. haha.. she says i must be really tired so the feeling and says she feels some deception in my words - i miss her so much. haiz... nvm.. dun wan then dun wan lor... next time i will try to miss another person instead.. but who leh? must let me think first. :p