i think i should just find some walls to bang my head onto. realli dunno what is happening to me. even WL finds it unusual of me. what should i do?

today i was busy looking for images to insert into the june activity email and spent my entire morning doing that email. when i sent it to Chris, she edited it and check for spelling error using the spell check. i realised that she was gg to send it out but i tried ways to stop her. hahaa!! somewhat i feel unsafe about that email and told her that sending this email is quite scary. and guess what? she sent it before noticing me. alamak!!! got a spelling error in there....

i wrote something like " we will do a ballet if there is an overwhelming response". dear me!!! it should be "ballot" not "ballet". Chris has already covered up for me so many many times that today she told me her shield has already shattered into many pieces. I am done for it! Drag her down too!!! Arghhh... I should realli go and reflect on myself.